went out for korean with jenni boris minky pablo kathy preston and montey, good stinkin fud. almost got crepes and even got seated and served water with a cucumber in it before deciding this was totally gay and decided to split.
its snowing so fucking hard right now and its sticking all over the place, a little scary even.

intaglio is the best fuck what you heard.
guess il work on that presentation for that dumb whore heidi mckye today.
torn about going home for spring break, think i might get much work, but i wanna see some homos, although it would be just me and jenni for three or four.
also oli watt was totally like hey i want you to be my intern in a couple of years, and im all like fuck yeah bro, and hes all like yeah we can hang out in my basement and make prints dawg.

il probs never upload the other ones because i will forget, but those are the ones that yo n]can see that i actually did something to the canvas.

rest of today

so i totally left after half of art history, i don't think i will do that again because i feel real bad bout it. ran back from columbus with mat, kathy, minky, and sam in apocalyptic lightning storm of the century. then took ong shower to warm up amd ate. then went to pun intended early because i was way too excited and nervous to wait around.
there were some good pieces tonight, not all good by any means, but not bad. francisco did this thing where he drew an ass on the back of jason(tha teach)'s t shirt in chocolate syrup with his nose, (brown noser) then he drew a tea bag in blue paint on a poster of princess aeah in jaba the hut slave attire( so hot) with his nut sack(blue balls, tea bagging). it was more shocking than funny but yeah.
then i showed my piece which i had kept secrete to everybody even jason, only close friends knew and no all of them either. i booked a small room to show in and on the door i put a sign that said:

if my parents are stupid enough to think this counts as an education than they deserve me wasting their money( that was crossed out but still readable)
i would rather spend all day preparing and making canvases only to waste them than make art

inside were four canvases of varying size and shape, one on each wall. the largest was three by four feet and the smallest was ab out one by one and a half feet. they were just blank gessoed canvases that i made the stretcher bars and stretched and gessoed and sanded by hand to make really nice painting surfaces. in tiny drafting pencil letters i wrote on the smallest one:

i like minimalism and typography

the second one and second smallest said:

its ust like the wall-less prison in thx1138 except that that probably had meaning

on the third and largest it just said:

white power

on the last one it said:

erased banksy drawing
(jason dunda hates banksy more than just about anything)

the crit went really well and i am very pleased that it is over with and my techers seemed to think i did good, then me and kirk and jenni went out to the pick me up diner and celebrated with a very late dinner, we got back at one thirty. i guess i up load the photos of the piece, they really dont do it justice but any way...

fuck you minky

so minky kim is sitting next to me in art history eating a big ass thing of french fries, srunhing right in my fucking face. i think i might knock her fucking brains in in a minute, but any who fucking james yood or however the fuck you spel this dumb asses name, is dumb. so dumb so ignorant to the world outside the notes he has set out for himself for him to give us his mundane fucking lectures, why dont you respond to questions or actual things that happen around you.
yes, it is rooted in germanness, that peice from post world war germany. and i can fucking smell those french fries over my own hate.
none of this matters to me, only these pieces current cintext and meaning, it does not matter to me what you think their meaning was at the time.
so worst wether ever cold and really windy and really rainy, but that ok, i set up my top secret piece for pun intended tonight. the crit is at six and i am fucking excited. so ready for people to be like waht the hell, and then hate it because i was being so mean in crit on tuesday. i also fucking skipped my english class and i thing ma teach is fuckin mad, i had to do a twenty minute presentation that i didnt do, but i has to skip for my own sanity. but it helped and i think im better now.
think i might come home for spring break bitches

constantly seeking tim schade's approval

reflection of recent events

i go wrecked last night, got wrecked last week too, i want to get wrecked in philly and then be alone for a while, take it easy and an say fuck you in the nicest way possible

by the by i dubbed my guitar gigantor

also i wanted to be a contractor for a while because i like to work with my hands, but i realized that i think way too much for that, i cant take orders or work with other people, i would never be happy with the product. i think art is a good alternative, it lets me exercise both capacities i possess. and im passionate about it, at least more than the limp dicks around me who bitch and moan every time they pick up a brush. if you dont love what you do with all your heart, then why bother there are plenty of other professions , youre not stuck just lost so keep looking. lets hang out some time just you and me, take it easy and just talk for a while fuck those other people lets just slow down and enjoy eachothers company. im down for whenever, you just let me know and it will happen, because i really want it to.

rank of pun intended critique last night

finally, i calculated everyone's average rank by adding up all of your
individual rankings and dividing them by 13 (two of you decided not to
rank). i've listed them here in order from highest to lowest ranking,
with your average rank in parentheses:
1) Tim (2.8)
2) Dash (4)
3) Kd (5.4)
4) Jordan (7.1)
4) Kimberly (7.1) (tie)
5) Miah (7.2)
6) Danielle (7.6)
7) Kirk Faber (7.9)
8) John (8.9)
9) Sarah (9.5)
10) Ilana (9.8)
11) Francisco (10)
12) Helen (10.5)
13) Emily (10.8)
14) Elise (11.1)